Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Lost. Inner Frustration. Alone. Confused. Stressed. Please get rid of all these emotions. Just can't stop the stupid emotions going through my brain. I dont show it, that's all. I just feel that I'm just so sick and tired of MAN, MALES or EGO Organism.

Read about Audrey Hepburn's Way of Life- How to be Lovely. Something she said, " Success isn't important for a woman, and with the baby I felt I had everything a wife could wish for. But it's not enough for a man. He couldnt live with himself just being Audrey Hepburn's husband." How true! I don't think any man can SIMPLY survive with a good wife. o wells. And..."anyone who does not believe in miracles is not a realist." so much for being realistic. sickening. In short, her book is nice.

Contradicting. very contradicting. not seems to know what i know. as for now. i can only pray and pray. things will go just well as god's plan.

nothing more to say. nothing more i wanna feel this way. it's not lonely, i'm just alone.

darn. this is so sick.

getting a haircut tmr. new lease perhaps.


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